Thursday, September 11, 2008

No Going Back

It was hard to admit that Sam wasn't doing well. But once we found out he had cancer, I started really seeing it. Figuring out when to put Sam to sleep was the most difficult decision I've ever made, aside from asking for a divorce. I hate that I had to be a part of his death. I want him back.

3 comments:

Rebecca said...

I'm so sorry Rachel. It just sucks all around. I hate that you have to go through that.

Jan said...

I hate it too. I know it's probably impossible to think of it any other way -- but you did the most loving, humane thing you could do for Sam.

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I love you, sis. And I am with you. I'm glad we have each other for all of this.